One week before October 2011 , my agency call and mention my contract will not be continued by my Company . I felt like my boss just trying to get rid of me just because i did not have same opinion with him , but at least i'm free now from misery and unsecured feeling working at Digi . Well of cause , most of my colleagues feel sad and cry on my last day... same as me to . I realize all this time i already build friendship among them , a lot of thing I've learn from working with Digi . I am more responsible & independent right now compare before . And i do know now life could change in just split of second , God show me that i should stop worrying about other and start focus in life .I hope i could do some changes in life ..Amin
On second week of October 2011 , something bad just happen Black my beloved cat that I've been taking care for ten years just past away . My heart stop beating for a second there when i got the news , but at the same time i'm relief his die at least he will not be suffering anymore by my dad .But one thing about black when his gone it give impact in my family member life , my dad just don't know to whom he wanna give the balance food ,my mom don't know to whom she wanna give sympathy ,my sister will not be bugging by black anymore and Me i will have nobody to spoil with .He will always be inside my heart ,this ten years will be kept inside me ...I Miss you Black..
Due to this impact of loosing Black suddenly , i just can't accept all the rejection made by other people to me . I use to think in my brain if everyone reject me , i still have Black to keep accompany me without any rejection. So i start to build up an anger and hatred to others . It's weird why i can't live without a pet . i think i should get one pet then just to let my stress out of my body . I tried jogging and it's just stressful , none is working so i hope i could find a pet right now..Please god give me something ..
So for now i'm not working and jobless , but i have enough money to survive and I've already send my resume to lots of company so hopefully one of that company will call me
