It's Already been 7 month from the day of evolution and discrimination , i do believe my life change a lot since the black out season in my life .I do get a good job plus a good salary ,but when come to relationship or commitment i do fail easily maybe i was born to be a player or just can't love one person for life . I've meet a person who introduce me to life where we shouldn't believe in love or romance because in the end we will suffer like hell , well it is true i've been through it before and i barely can do anything for few weeks and that was not good for my body and life.So thanks to Danish i learn how to survive or control my feeling when comes to relationship.
Then later in life i just got back to my old habit that is keep changing partner and it is fun and give a bit thrill but i do hurt a lot of people feeling.
One day I've meet a girl in facebook name Amenda she's pretty and polite, i do wish to get a girlfriend like her but the old feeling and nightmare just keep haunting me and some how my X girlfriend suddenly call and message me a lot and begging for my attention . So i decide to move slow with Amenda since she was faraway from me , i just don't hope anything from her but so we keep chatting on facebook for a few month.then suddenly she give me her phone number ,i was shock i never get girls phone number .Ha3..! Just joking i do get it a lot , so the next day i call her and she sound excited then we chat on yahoo messenger and web cam each other . Despite our age differences and maturity some how we kind click maybe because we both kinda understand each other . So one day i ask her if she interested to buy my Blackberry for cheaper price RM800 and she agreed but i ask her if i can post it through Pos Laju , and she reply can but she didn't have any proper address . so i ask her to bank in to my account RM 500.00 first as a deposit the rest she give to me when i've meet her and give her the phone by my self and she agreed. So i hope everything when well because i don't like to broke promises .
This few month all my friend keep saying i'm kinda fat and chubby compare to my golden era where i'm hot and good looking plus fit due to my habit going to gym daily. I't does give me impact and hurt my feeling a bit
, so i decide how about i'll bring back the golden era once again but i do know that it's gonna be so hard because to jog everyday without fail is just not me for now.i do need lots of rest due to my job which have to facing all the 'POLITE' customer .but somehow i do believe it's gonna happen and i do gonna get my dream curve. Oh Please god make my wish come true. Amin
This is me Now wait for another few month OK..
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