Saturday, June 19, 2010

Back To Nature



It all start on one night,after i got back from wedding event and dating someone that reject me . I feel very frustrated,exhausted,sleepy & misery.But suddenly my friend call that night and ask me if i would like to come and visit him the next day.Even i was like no mood to talk or to meet anyone ,i just put my smile face and ask him the direction. The next day,i woke up at 8 am and get ready to go somewhere i never been to .But before that must have my breakfast first after taking shower,breakfast is important it give our body a kick start in the morning and boost our metabolism




.Then i take a train to KL and change train that go to my friend place,at first i'm kinda skeptical about the train .Well i never been there & i'm afraid if i take the wrong train,suddenly there a guy walk to me and ask me for direction.I answer with confident and smile,even my mind kinda not sure where am i going.After waiting for 15 minutes the train arrived ,suddenly my heart pumping plus due to the adrenaline rush.I sit nearby the windows ,so i can see at what station the train stop.





I admit that actually i'm trying to run from all my problem , i just can't stand it people treating me like garbage sometimes & it's hurting me + now i'm jobless,can continue my study,got no where to go,my friend kinda busy all the time.So this is kinda a break for me,go somewhere that nature is still fresh and available because even that i'm born in the city but my heart and mind prefer living in the rural area where nature grows wild and rapidly .So that's why i say yes to my friend when he ask me to visit him ,i need this more then anything.




Then the operator mention the train gonna start moving and enjoy the ride.After the train move out from KL i feel like i'm on a journey to find calm and peacefull in my heart and mind.A long the journey i found nature ,the green grass and tree no road .Even the journey take a long time ,but i'm glad because i know i will enjoy the view a long the trail.





After 20 minutes i have pass Putrajaya and few other town,my mind start to thing what should i do with my life right now?what is the best solution?.I'm not ready to make a commitment but i'm lonely,i'm ready to start working but i still didn't get a suitable job,i wanna be healthy and strong again like before but i'm to lazy to workout.Why there always an answer or reason that i give for all this question in my mind.Sometime i feel like dying because i don't know what to do,i was an active person before suddenly i have nothing to do and became lazy like bears .Even i hate it so much and can't accept it ,in the end it leave me no choice.



Then i realize i have to start from the base like before,i must accepted that i was fat lazy person within this period and i must change little by little so my mind would not get shock with the result and force i put to myself to change this bored and worthless life.




Then i heard sound of the operator talking ,we are now arriving at ....... please disembark now.Firstly i kinda not sure about it,am i at the right station?suddenly the station name board appear right in front of me nearby the window where i sit at.I urgently get out from the train and find my exit.




Right in front the train station,my friend already waiting in his car.The journey took me 30 minutes to arrive but then i enjoy it because the cozyness and great view.Feel so excited ,i'm out of KL ,then my friend took me around the place and show his house.He just move in so there no other then just a bed and news paper + his laptop.Yes it's very bored there,then i ask him lets go out and eat i'm hungry.Before going out for lunch he show me the easiest way to come to his place if i wanna visit next time.I was like yes,yes,yes but in my mind i don't even remember anything,but he talk like he really hope i will come visit again.Then i said why not if i just take the train it's much more easier and faster + cheaper ,and he said yeah correct then we laugh to each other that conversation was going no where .




After 30 minutes drive we arrive at the restaurant and next to it was a movie theater.We both agreed to watch movie after lunch.So we split,i go buy the movie ticket and he reserve a place in the restaurant.After 10 minutes lining up in front the movie theater to buy the ticket,at last i got it.Then i walk inside the restaurant to find my friend,we sit nearby the windows the scenery was lovely.We eat nachos with sour sauce and ice lemon tea (My Favourite drink) for our appetizer.





My stomach already kinda full,so i take a break first then i continue eating my main cost a special cook chicken with potatoes chip and honey cream.It taste sweet and sour and the chip just make it more delicious ,after eat we talk about future and gadget as always.After a while body give signal to go pee because of to much drinking ice lemon tea.We pay the bill and go to the movie theater ,go to the toilet then prepare to watch the movie ,title A-Team.The movie was awsome packed with action,humor and romance.I give 3 star for it,after done watching movie.It's time for me to get back,even i have to change train and took bus back to my home.I think it's worth it,that day i feel like i'm free from any problem and distraction.Nobody know me and feels like i was a brand new person.Even my problem still not solve but it help a lot in solving my misery and tension in this short period.Lastly i shake my friend hand and say thanks for inviting me here.So happy and gladly i come here visiting u,my mood have change .I don't feel so moody anymore and willing to accept my life as it is and keep trying for the best in what i think the best for me.

When i arrived at home,i get ready to go to bed.Before i sleep i make a wish,i hope this is the beginning of my long journey from small to bigger journey.Then i fall a sleep with a smile on my face.It may kinda bored for some of u that have read my blog,but this is me one of the kind person.

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