Tired & Bored

For once in my life,i wish that i don't have to meet anybody i knew in this world and answer the question that hurt me the most 'Have you got a job?' .I think i've already answer it more then thousand time,sometimes i just wanna scream to everyone 'shut up ,just please shut up!'.It's very depressing and making me outta of my mind,maybe it seem like a minor problem for others.I have try my best,i search and ask .Not being choosy but have to if u gonna work for long time ,i want it to be suitable.If i just grab anything i know in the end i will be crazy,better i work for something that i like and willing to.There even some of my friend keep pushing me do something that i don't want to,like working as telemarketing and customer service.Well at first i declined generously ,because it's not worth it.The workplace far from home,whos gonna send me to work?there no public transport and the salary wont enough to support the taxi charge.I've been working since i have finish high shcool,i start by mopping floor and taking out the garbage at burger king at KLCC .It was an embarrassing moment for me,everyone see me take out the dustbin out from burger king to the lower level.Then i try working at 7-Eleven,there i learn how to work on shift schedule & to be take care myself from robbers.So please to all my friend ,don't easily judging me if i declined all the rough labor work offer . Why because i have experienced it,i realize that it's not worth it for me right now to work my ass out for RM400 per month salary.Now i have diploma in Medical Laboratory Technology,it's can help me find a better job.Maybe it will take a longer time but i rather wait and suffer better then working again at burger king or 7-Eleven not because it's embarrassing but because it's just not relevant for me to work there anymore.And telemarketing,come on i don't want to answer a call if someone wanna sell me something & believe me i'm not good in selling stuff better then selling myself.But in the end i realize and have to accepted that not everyone knows what i feel and what i'm going through right now.So i have to answer that painful question,even it's really making me tension,mad and depressed .I just wish that everyone kinda forgot to ask me the question and talk about others thing,it will help my blood pressure back to normal level.So to whoever read this Please,i beg u guys don't ask me that question.Honestly it's kinda begin to be personal,and if i've got a job i would gladly told everybody without avoiding or try to change the subject.I pray to god i will get a suitable and good job for better future.