Last Saturday ,like the same most of my weekend i was bored to death after watching my cartoon Sicnhan & Doraemon i just wanna get out from my room and hangout with my friend.But my friend all kinda busy,so my last result is spending time with F at F home in Subang .Even my heart feel like this is a bad idea ,but i just push myself to make it work.I think the reason i come and visit F is because F home have wifi,i know kinda suck what kind of person do that.But i do just to get myself out from the house for a while.At 10.30PM i arrive safely at Asia Jaya ,Putra LRT Station.Luckily F already call and mention gonna late.So i sat and wait after 20 minutes F arrive and we head back to home.
Then we arrive at F apartment in front of thr Sime Darby Properties showroom opposite Symphony company building,at that time i just realize i'm doing a big mistake for giving a fake hope to F about me coming visit.
While F busy packing up stuff from the car ,i was like what am i suppose to do?i don't even like F anymore it's all history and i can't do this to F anymore.I decide that night not to come and visit F anymore ,being cruel is important at least F know i'm don't have interest on build a relationship anymore.
That night i try not to sleep early and spend my time surfing the internet and chatting with my friend until 3 AM .I though F already in a deep sleep already,but when i try to crawl on the bed F suddenly awake and hug me.OMG! F sleep on my arms,and it's heavy then i though.I don't like you at all i wont let myself sleeping uncomfortably .So as F try to cuddle with me and i was kinda in the WTF moment i suddenly wake up and go to say to F i wanna go to the toilet.Then i step out from the room and sleep on the couch,5 minutes later F walk to me and ask me why are u sleeping on the couch?.'I can't sleep with you on me and snuggle my body all night',then F said 'Ok i wont do anything to you,just go to sleep on bed '.I was relief after F say like that.The next morning,everything kinda weird but we have to move on.We even barely talk in the car anymore,i just hope F know that this won't work out as the fairytale story and hope F could move on.I really don't wanna be the person that telling the bad news.So this is it the end ..
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