The Past & Future

I use to think in life when we plan something well it will go smoothly as we plan.But unfortunately it's not,life is about gambling all we do today is something that we never though or predict would happen.When i'm entering college i do believe i will get a diploma and degree,then have a suitable job with good salary.I hope after that i could buy a house and car for myself.But when it's turn out i don't get any job at all,i don't further my study .I do feel my life are suck and shameful ,i really hate and envy to other who have job and get busy day by day.

But when i look back in life,i am a strong person.i survive by my own and can solve my own problem very well.I'm still here standing and alive,as time goes by i do thing i've got more mature then before.I do think for long term in my life,never gamble anything without get and advise and knowing what would happen.

I do fail a lot,in my study,love,work,exercise & lots of thing.But some how i never give up,i keep move on.I do feel scared and clueless .But when i'm in the darkest time in my life,there always a miracle happen .It's like a light shine my way out from a dark tunnel,surviving that moment make me more alert and matured time through time i've get better and better and help other with their problem .

If i could turn my life back i don't want to change anything ,me today is because of the past.I survive the one thing most human can't survive ,loneliness i do coop with it better then anyone.When i'm alone i know i can think better,and i always know Allah s.w.t. are at beside me all the time.To God thanks for making my life as it is,there nothing better then being me me.Amin